I can't seem to keep up with a routine post

And obviously I can't type out everything that has happened in the past 4 months.

So, here's a synopsis of the past on-goings;

JANUARY-

By far the best month. Everyone: Bel, Kim, Leng, Vad and Nikki. We could still go out. School was on but it just wasn't on full blast. I miss this :(
I even went out clubbing with Leng for the first time ever. Like, full throttle clubbing. Had the best night with her and even met new/old friends. Went home around 5 in the morning. No hang over. HOHOHO.

FEBRUARY-

Things started to slow down a little right here. But I finally got my driving license and was allowed to drive. Since we had an extra car... MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. Here also, Haneya and I started bonding more and more. Crazy 5 days straight worth of sleeping over :3

MARCH-

Why hello, March. This would be what I call the heartbreak March. The month where everywhere we marched, there seemed to be heartbreak. ZIZZ. See what I did tharr? Total let down. Oh wellz, what to do. I did enjoy myself a little too much during SPM. And before that too, of course. But good thing I got all credits. yayayayy.

APRIL-

Tomorrow is Leng's birthday. I miss Leng.

It feels good to just cry out your hearts content in the shower. The falling water makes it seem, less lonely.

A lot of things have happened over the course of one month. That being after SPM and New Year.
things are pretty much the same, but it's how I'm looking at things that has changed. I'm just a lot of tired and very little happy nowadays. From cooking, cleaning and laundry to taking care of a toddler, you can say I'm pretty much doing it all. Then there's caring for the sick, cranky, moody father.

I get really exhausted, and at times, the exhaustion gets the best of me.
I'm at fault here, I know.
But it would be nice to see a change of scenery.
This is becoming too much of a routine.