And today

was the day I took the chemistry quiz.
I was not prepared at all for it, but for the sake of getting a certificate, I went for it anyway.
The habs on earth was I thinking?!
I guess it was worth it. In the end. I hope :(

And later on in the day, I had NST photographers over to take, well, photographs.
It was the most awkward thing alive because I was asked to change from my home shorts into jeans.
WHO ON EARTH WEARS LONG ASS HOT HOT JEANS AT HOME.
But it's alright I guess :l hmm.
I had to bring out a few books to 'prepare' for my journey to KL tomorrow.
It was fun though, that I have to admit. Heh.

Here's a very corny post just because I'm an unstable ball of ugly emotions

Remember. 

Phalanges were intertwining everywhere. 

 I just thought that night was extra extra pleasant. 

I never did anything like that so I was basically 

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG-ing

all over the place. Somewhere inside. 

Deeeeeeeep inside. 

I like cherry tomatoes and how they just burst in your mouth.

I like potatoes too but they've proven to be unhealthy. And damn fattening D: 
Goodbye, my love. 

So, I'm going off to KL this Friday for a spelling competition.
And to be frank, I am damn scared. The victory in the first round was completely unexpected and now I'm off to the Peninsular for the second round?! WHAT ON EARTH.

I AM NOT READY I AM NOT READY I AM NOT READY

This is way too intense. Or maybe that's just me being me. I have to wear a necktie, a bloody blazer and brand new shoes. All for show hohoho.
The worst part would be being cut off in the first round. And the first person to be cut. The embarrassment.
Wish me luck, please? Pray for me.

you make me feel like an idiot

and you wonder why I have such low self-esteem at times? 

I need to go hide myself. 

that's what we all are. 

I REALLY NEED SLEEP. 

I slept at 3:44AM last night, why?
I honestly don't know either. I do silly things without knowing. That's how oblivious I am. 

Goodnight

IF THIS DOESN'T MAKE YOU SMILE I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL

This.

I promised myself I'd write on this blog every single day

But I think every single day had other plans for me.

SO I'LL TRY EXTRA HARD TO FULFILL THIS PROMISE ONCE MORE so when I look back 10 years from now, I get to see how stupid I was WHOOPIE.

And before anything else happens: LOOK!

That would be 7k.
With 8 out of 10 parts of the family. Oh I feel like a horcrux.
We did a lot of planking that evening. And when I say a lot, I MEAN A LOT. I saw quite a few people too. The ones who were there for the run and those who just wanted to show up.
Hanging with the kids till 10 made me realize how much I miss them and how much I will be missing them once I graduate this year.
Time flies way too fast, don't you think?

And how is my education going.
It's alright. I feel ultimately lazy(as usual) but there just isn't time for that. I try my best to poke my nose in a book every now and then but what's the use when my brain is flying off to awesomeland? Must improve by the end of this month. or next month, whichever. 
Other than that, I feel like I'm not progressing. I'm just static whilst everyone else seems to be going somewhere. I want that :( Even the smallest progress would do. If I stand still for too long, I might fall in reverse. Shemauuuu I've been so emo lately.
Where forth art thou, menses. 

I'd really love to post up more personal things on Tumblr, but they're just too... Personal.
So I'll keep those kind of stuff here.

A lot of things had happened in the past few weeks. Err, make that days. Sorry.
Everything happened within a week.
(Friday)
There was this one hurtful rumour.
Then I kinda cried.
(Saturday)
And then it was sorted out.
(Sunday)
And everything was alright again.

What's my point? I think I'm letting people in too easily.
But I kinda fancy this peanut a lot. Whoops.