OMAGAS

HELLO CIVILISATION.

I haven't seen you in a while baby, where have you been?
I miss cyberspace. Its been so so lobg :(

Life has been ugly.
My dad was hospitalised. I had second thoughts. My mom had a breakdown. Then it was my turn.

When the lights are out.

I feel gaseous.

I tried putting it in the nicest way possible. 

Greenish

Just a little greenish.

I look at all my friends and they've all improved. It's either that or they're improving. In the process of growing up, being a better person, looking prettier.

And I'm still the one static. Hmm :(

There I was

lying ever-so-innocently on the carpet, browsing through site after site for *my future* when BAM.

The ugliest, longest, fattest, most brown figurine captured my eyes.
A COCKROACH.
The bloody thing stayed stationary for a while and made its' move towards me. I CRAWLED UP THE FRIGGIN BED IN A HURRY AND THE HAIRY BEAST STOMPED ALL OVER MY LAPTOP LIKE IT OWNS THE BLOODY THING. Since when did cockroaches become such bosses?

So I'm gonna have a quick shower before bed and it's 3:06AM. Cockroach, I pray that you're out of the room by now.

Say that. 

And I'll give you this. 

And then this. 

Just because it seems like the most relevant thing right now. 

There's only two types of people in the world

It's up to you

to say what you want to say, and it's completely your choice to think what you want to think.

But I just can't help but to feel, slightly appalled by some people who have a certain kind of thinking. Ugh, anyway, moving on.

Friday:

KAMIJAN'S BIRTHDAY

I think almost all my friends went to the La Salle concert. 

All I did was go to the library and did a little bit of History and Physics. Opposing subjects, are they not?  I'M JUST COOL THAT WAY, STOP JUDGING ME haa. 

Later at night went for dinner at Welcome Seafood Restaurant for my mom heh heh heh. I personally think the food there is really good. I have yet to try all the dishes there but the one dish I love most is the Welcome special tofu. It's some kind of tofu with seafood inside, doused with mayonnaise. omnomnom :) 

Then we went to my uncle's house. 

There was a church meeting there so that was where the holy party of the day came in. I wasn't really concentrating though hmm :l Attention span, not so good. 

AND TODAY WE RE PAINTED THE LINES AT THE SCHOOL'S PARKING LOT. DAMN PRODUCTIVE THERE. But I went home quite late. So I called him. I like his voice haha 

EYES, FEAST ON THIS